The book at your left is the reason for this site! It has a strange title. What does Rebuild Shattered Dreams mean to you? It is an easy read as the book goes through someones dreams for happiness and security. You will  witness their life become shattered. Then the story takes you through the steps it takes to rebuild something that you thought was lost for good.

The author learned at a young age that you will be very disappointed if you wait for someone else to give you what you truly need from life. TO SURVIVE THIS LIFE YOU MUST LEARN TO GIVE YOURSELF WHAT YOU TRULY NEED. It can be disappointing to expect your needs to come from someone else.  The book will teach you how to use your own personal power.

Here is a list of things that the book will teach you to do. 

• A true down deep love for yourself - You can only feel someones loves according to how much you love yourself.
• How to permanently remove trauma and disappointments  that has come into your life
• How to find peace and reduce stress from your life.
  
• Discover who you really are
• Permanently change unwanted habits that seem to block your happiness like:
• How did I become addicted – You can become addicted to any emotion. If you understand how you got there, it will make it easier to change.
• How do I stop self sabotaging yourself.
• How to use  your thoughts to bring good things into your life.
• You will learn where your thoughts come from and how to attack the thoughts you want.
• You will learn how to discover a decision that you made as a child and change it. Your mind will always go to the first decision you made on a given subject. How much did you understand about the ramification of your decision, when you were a child? Yet your mind is still running off of that programing.

Order your own copy here for $14.98 in paperback and receive an autographed copy.    Of course, Amazon has the book but it will not be autographed.

A friend sent me the words below. They are from the movie:,The Curious Case of Benjamin Button:

“For what it’s worth, it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit; stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same; there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.”

If you haven’t purchased a copy, click here for an autographed copy today. You can also purchase it from Amazon.

Many years ago, people worked hard with their hands to build something, or to plant a field to take care of their families.

Today, our job market has changed. Most of us have found that the weight of our job has to do with our mind and not our bronze. Computers have changed so much for us for good and bad. Maybe, it was healthy for us to use our bronze more. In the process, life has changed our perception of success and how to achieve it.

Many of us have chosen to measure our success by how many things we own or the brand of products we perceive mean success. Is that really success? Or is our perception of success a facade that leaves us with an empty feeling? If you have a strong sense of what success is to you, don’t read on. You already know. If you are questioning or searching, I have a short story for you.

Someone told me a story and I would like to give the credit to someone, but I can’t remember where I heard this story.

A man wanted success and decided to learn how others perceived success. So he interviewed others and received a wide range of opinions. Nothing seemed to be consistent. Everyone had a different view of what success meant to them.

Finally, he shyly approached the man who seemed to have it all. The man had houses, cars, travel, and a family. He wanted to know what he thought about success. He was shocked to hear the man who seemed to have it all say that he did not see himself as being successful.

He answered, “I have never experienced success. I’m still trying to achieve it.”

“What would it take to feel successful?”

“Right now, I make about $400,000 a year. If I could make $500,000, then I would feel successful.”

“Do you feel like you are happy with your life?” I asked.

“No. I can’t be happy until I reach my goal.”

Soon after, he met a man who seemed very happy. He couldn’t stop smiling. When he asked him how he viewed success. The man answered, “If I wake up and I’m above ground, then I’m successful.”

Our minds need to answer that question and many more. So how does our mind find it’s answers? I would like to give you an example. My sister gave me permission to tell you this story.

She happened to be going through a very stressful situation. We were talking, when out of the blue, she asked me. “Do you eat when you are in a stressful situation?”

“No. I will do the opposite.”

“Then why do I want to eat when I’m so stressed? I can’t seem to stop it?”

I answered, “If you want to change it, you can do it.”

She immediately agreed. So I started to talk to her subconscious mind. Suddenly, she saw herself as a one-month-old baby at a time of great stress for her. She was tired of waiting to be feed. When our mother did feed her, she told herself that ‘she liked it.’ The mind is very powerful. She did not realize that she had just programmed her mind to crave food when she was stressed.

We replaced or reprogrammed the mind to handle stress in a different way.

Now, you know that we start to program our minds while we are in diapers. It happens, when we think that ‘we like this.’ When we do it with emotion, our minds will not budge.

Every time, we have had a new experience in our lives and our emotions were involved with it, we made decisions that control our future. Now, we are adults. Sometime, we find unexplained caving, desires and situation that we can’t explain. It is because our unconscious mind is not paying attention to our thoughts today. Instead, our mind is running off of our first decision to handle a situation. Have you found it hard to break a habit?

When you know how the mind works, you can change and permanently remove the habit very quickly. After I learned how to reprogram my mind, I discovered talents that I never knew I had. It was great to stop being afraid of heights. Now, I can enjoy a beautiful view.

I wrote my book, “How to Rebuild Shattered Dreams” so I could share with others what I learned. In the past, I was terrified of the unknown. Now, I grin and walk into the unknown in peace. My fear is gone because I have skills to handle any situation.

What do you want to change? Leave me a comment and tell me, then I will tell you if it’s possible. You don’t even have to use your real name. No one will know who you are. If you want more information on how to buy my book. “How to Rebuild Shattered Dreams.”  Go to www.LaReneEllis.com . for an autographed copy. Amazon carry it too..

Have you ever wondered what is the purpose of having a trying experience in your life?

With October being Breast Cancer awareness month, I decided to write about my Breast Cancer. I want to talk about hope, when you have an incurable cancer.

For  years, I went in for my annual mammogram. They showed no cancer. Then one year, I had a tumor. They scheduled a MRI and it showed a large vein going from tumor to the rest of my body.

With the tumor shooting cancer throughout my body, they knew that I had a very fast, aggressive cancer inside of me. The cancer was starting to nest in my lymph nodes, liver and bones. The doctors told me if it was ten years earlier. They would have sent me home with morphine and an apology.

The last ten years, they have been able to block the cancer from growing but they haven’t been able to cure it. I happened to have all of the qualifications to be a part of a worldwide study of a new drug that is a sister drug to a known blocker for this cancer. Along with chemo, they gave me the drug.

Nine weeks later, they had me take more scans. The scans showed that I had dropped the cancer 75%. The doctors were very excited. Apparently, I was breaking records. The next nine weeks, I showed no change. So they took me off chemo and I keep taking the blocking drugs every twenty nine days. My CT and bone scans showed no change until one day.  Suddenly, everything started to change.

In October of 2009, the cancer in my liver seemed to not stand out on the scans. This was a sock since chemo was suppose to be the way cancer could be removed. In December, my scans were unchanged. I expected to see some change. A friend  suggested that maybe, I told them that they were wrong. Then I started to think back over the last year. Had I done something different during the year to cause or influence the changes?

In going back over the last year, I discovered that I had done something different during each change. In the seventies, I read a book on how to improve your health. The author suggested that you could clean out your body from toxins by creating a drink in your blender. I used it numerous times in the seventies. Over the years, I had forgotten about it until I learned about my cancer.

In the book, the author suggested that you take a 48 oz can of unsweetened pineapple juice and a fresh bunch of parsley and blend them together. The author suggested that you drink nothing but the parsley and pineapple for three days. Before they gave me chemo, I had scans like PET, CT, Bone, MRI’s of the Breast. The green drink came to my mind because I was concerned about all of the chemicals doctors had shot into my veins.

By looking back over my last year, I saw that I had drank the green drink everyday during the first nine weeks. I had a 75% drop in cancer. Again in August, I went back to drinking the green drink for two to three weeks. My scans in October showed the drop in my liver. In December, my scans showed no change.

In January, I decided to start drinking my green drink for a year and see what happened. Along with the drink, I went back on a multi – vitamin that I used when I was having children. My OB/GYN raved about how it affected my babies and me. One of the base ingredients was parsley. I wonder now, if I had stayed with it. I might not have gotten Breast Cancer. It will be a question that will always linger in my mind.

At this time, the news about Vitamin D came out on the news. Research showed it can block cancer. So I took Vitamin D3 & K2. My February scans did not stand out to me as huge drop in cancer. But I never studied Latin in school. The doctors were pleased to see that the cancer wasn’t spreading.

On my April scans, I saw a big difference. Before, they always described the cancer on my bones. They dropped the description and used a new word. Curious, I looked it up to learn the word meant, ‘scar on a tumor.’ Humbled, I was pleased to have remembered the parsley drink and the vitamins made from parsley.

In June, the new word changed to another one. I looked it up to learn that it meant, ‘bony replacement cells.’ My doctor acted very pleased. He told me that during all this time. Chemo was the only drug that was designed to remove cancer. In creating the right environment, your body can do a lot. Since, I have been on the green drink and vitamins. My blood is perfect. If I went into see a doctor for a physical, they would not detect a disease of any kind.

What I do today, the doctors say is impossible. I love to ride horses. He tells me that it is impossible for me to ride because the cancer is in my hips and spine. Normally, it would be too painful to ride. I do it quite often with no pain in my bones.

The medical field believes and so do I that you need to have the right mental attitude to heal. I credit a lot to a book called ( How to Rebuild Shattered Dreams). The books teaches you how create a positive environment in your life. It teaches you how to walk into the unknown unafraid and skilled to handle anything.

For an example, people asked me if I was going to fight my cancer. I responded with ‘no.’ If I had chosen to fight the cancer, I would be programming my mind to detach from my body and not help it to heal. When you love and embrace the moment, the love is bringing towards you healing powers and you have total peace. It is really the most powerful part of the equation.

Leave me a comment.

You are probably wondering what is a Breast Cancer Sale? I’m a Breast Cancer survivor that still has the disease. In November of 2008, I was diagnosed with a dangerous Breast Cancer that moves quickly throughout your body. It went to my liver and bones between my yearly mammograms. One year, you are fine. The next year you have stage four Breast Cancer that is throughout your body. So far, no one with my cancer has ever gone into remission.

You come to a point that you need to get your life back. Before Cancer, I was an author with six books. I desire to jump-start my career again after ignoring it for two years. With Christmas coming up, I’ve decided to sale my first three books of the Stones’ Quest series for a 50% discount. The sale will last until Christmas or when the inventories of the paperback books are gone.

You can read the reviews from readers here. As you can see, kids and adults like it. The story is a Sci-fi/fantasy for ages 10 and up.  For a while, the books are on sale to the public for $10.00. Regularly, they are around $19.95.

A young boy finds a all powerful White Stone.  Is it good or evil? Ghonllier is the best commander in the I-Force fleet, fighting valiantly in the galactic civil war against the evil Suzair the Great and the KOGN forces. But when the commander’s ship rescues a young boy from a KOGN attack, Ghonllier is unprepared for the consequences, and the powerful secret the boy carries in his pocket.

During the chemo treatments, I found them to very rough. You loose a lot more than just hair, nails, eyebrows and eyelashes. You lose some of your hearing, your eyesight, and the feeling in your hands and feet. Then there is the big one. In the medical field, they call it chemo brain. You have a problem processing new information. This includes NBA games on television. I couldn’t figure out the point spread. It’s humbling to have your mind refuse to work.

What I could do was remember anything before the chemo. So I took the time to finish my Stones’ Quest Series. During this time, I went back to read my first two books in the series and found my writing style totally different from book three and four. With little to do, I rewrote book one and two.

Now, all of the books have the same style and I hope you will enjoy it as much as my readers did the paperback copies. When you purchase the paperback copies from the publisher at their secured site. I will:

• Autograph each copy.
• You will receive a free copy of the new version in e-book in any electronic form including Kindle. You can purchase it in Kindle on Amazon) Or Smashword in any electronic form including kindle

Below, you can read or see a video on why I wrote the Stones Quest Series. The sale is at www.LareneEllis.com

Here the books that are Sale @LaReneEllis.com Follow me on twitter at StonesQuest

My first young adult book

Thoughts of Encouragement are always helpful. I would like to tell you a story of hope. It’s really a simple story. It was a dark day in my life when my mother died and our father left us. I was four and my world had just shifted into what felt like a deep, dark pit. I would wake up shaking, wondering what horrible thing was going to happen next. Every day brought additional pain and sorrow. I went from a happy-go-lucky child to feeling like I was a freak. Isolation, embarrassment, and the painful sense of loss all seemed to consume me. My siblings and I were told no one wanted the three of us.

Soon after our father left, my siblings were taken away, causing me to mourn for my sister and brother. All I wanted was to feel safe, loved, and wanted. Those I lived with always introduced me as the child with no parents. Their introduction always made me fell like I wasn’t a part of their family, just someone staying for a short period of time. It hurt deeply to see th looks in people’s faces. It was always mixed with sorrow and pity. I had a label over my head that often made me feel like an outcast.

I went into a deep spiritual depression at five and never came out of it until I was well into adulthood. It was a miracle that I found my way out. When It happened, I felt like it was an answer to my prayers. At the moment of realization, I received a vision that showed how deep the layers of scars were and how starved my spirit was for love. After this experience, I decided to find a way to permanently remove the layers of pain and sorrow. It became an obsession and for the first time in my life, I had a dream.

At the time of this vision, my circumstances were wonderful. I was in a healthy warm, loving environment. Yet, I couldn’t shake the depression and completely feel the love that was around me. My past refused to allow me to feel it. Not knowing where to start, I prayed and was guided first to books. I went in every direction that might teach me how to be free from my invisible prison that life had placed me in.

Today, I’m out of this prison and I’m free to be me. I wrote a book about my story so others would know it was possible to remove emotional scars and live a healthy, happy life. One of the books is called, “HOW TO REBUILD SHATTERED DREAMS.” At request, I started this blog to give out additional information. It took me some work to free myself and it took a combination of many laws and principles to do it.

I went from darkness into light. Without the vision to compare my life to, I would not have realized how dark my life was and how it stopped me from enjoying simple moments. To learn how to cut the chain, it made the experience very valuable to me. I deeply love and appreciate my struggles and tumbling into darkness. The rebuilding process is what has given me the greatest joy. Now, I know anything can happen in my life and I will be okay. I understand the tools and laws it takes to rebuild it any way I want.

My heart goes out to the youth of our world. Since my depression started when I was five, I also wrote a book for them. I took everything I learned about rebuilding your life and put it in a fictional fun story. My greatest desire was to reach out to them. I wanted them to know that they will be okay. My story to them is the “STONES’ QUEST” series.

To give you a synopsis of what I have learned, I will list it below:

• How to get affirmations to work perfectly for you.
• How to erase negative thoughts and replace them with what you want to have happen in your life.
• How to replace trauma emotionally or physically with peace, only taking the lessons you learned with you into the future.
• Learn the value of who you are and the feeling of success every day of your life.
• Learn how to bring what you truly want into your life and not what life has programmed you to expect.

I can go on, but I’ll stop here. The point is people have asked me to teach the principles so you can learn how to do this for yourself. So I’m working on the seminars that I will be holding on the Internet. I have a nine-page single spaced outline of information.

I hope to have the seminar ready to start by the middle of the summer. In the meantime, you can learn what the seminar will be like by reading my books. “HOW TO REBUILD SHATTERED DREAMS” is for the adults and the “STONES’ QUEST” series is for the ages ten to seventeen.

You can go here to learn more about the seminars and books. Click here!

I hope you find these Thoughts of Encouragement helpful.

We need fun that engages our spirits. If this is staged or not, it draws you in and you enjoy the moment with others. We need more moments of pure joy and fun in our lives. Look for them, they are truly all around us. If we aren’t looking for them, we pass them by and missing a great moment. Look at what you would have missed if you had arrived at the train station right after the dance. Enjoy:

Music heals and touches the spirit. It needs to be uplifting to do it. Enjoy this piece.

Dr. Norman Vincent Peale – The Power of Positive Thinking – Is a wonder book! I read the book when I was in my twenties and it still holds up to be one of the best book written on the subject. If you haven’t read it, I really suggest you do. Below is Will Smith’s take on the book.

Thoughts of Encouragement – I have something that I would like to add to my first article. You probably have read the article and wondered if it really was possible to remove emotional scars permanently.

Below, you will be able to read an testimonial from a doctor I have been working with. You might find it interesting. When I say that I can change your past, you have to really wonder if it is possible. I can remove emotional scars and rebuild your shattered dreams if you truly want to let them go.

“The work that LaRene does has a profound ability to help someone erase or reprogram misplaced subconscious beliefs systems. It does this as permanently as any method of technique that I have encountered thru my 28 years in the health field. I have seen it make profound changes in my patients, who have cleared memories, out of these tissues and cells but still keep getting retriggered or have a specific issue that keeps throwing them back into the same negative emotional pattern.

LaRene’s technique has been able to allow them to identify and remove this trigger or pattern out of their mental programs.The expression that I have heard repeatedly is, “It is gone, it is not there anymore. I really feel different than I did before- really different.” Time seems to have proven it’s value and even many months after the process they still report “that it is gone,” when asked for their evaluation of its effect on them.

One of the very nice things about her method is that it is very client directed and noninvasive. There is no suggestive nature to the work from the facilitator. The client is aware that they are in direct control of the process at all times and that the answers are coming from the and their mind. It is not a session of reliving an unpleasant experience or having to dredge up some ugly memory. It is gentle, very non-confrontational, but profoundly effective and permanent in its effect on the individual to change either emotional reaction to subconscious triggers and negative emotional patterns”

Dr. Randy Roberts – Soli-Wellness Center – Layton, Utah

This is one of his patients!

“LaRene’s book and seminars have been an incredible blessing in my life. With her help, I have been able to release trauma and pain that has affected not only my life but also the life of the ancestors. …Her approach is simple and profound.

Stefonia Lindsey, Wife, Mother

There are more!

“I read the book, How to Rebuild Shattered Dreams which is absolutely excellent. When I heard about the seminar, I wanted to find out all I could. LaRene had a really good presentation and I’m anxious to go back and clear out more scars. She has been blessed with a very special gift and can help almost anyone.”

Carole Winmill

If you are interested in more information, you can click here. You can purchase my books from the any of my websites. HOW TO REBUILD SHATTERED DREAMS is for adults. STONES’ QUEST series is for ages ten – seventeen. I put the principle it takes to rebuild shattered dreams in a fictional story. This is one of the reviews.

“I loved the book. I felt like I was an actual character in this book. I wish it could go on and on. It’s one of the best books I’ve read since the Harry Potter series.”
- Tyler Violette
Logan, UT

You can read more by clicking here.

I would really appreciate it if you would take a short survey telling me what you would really like to learn from a seminar. You can find it here!

It is crucial for you to feel successful everyday, if you want to be healthy physically, mentally, and emotionally. You need it to be able to perceive your life correctly. The feeling of success will help you sustain you even when you are having a bad hair day. If you are like me, you’re probably wondering why? Why is it so important to feel the success down deep when I wasn’t sure what it was in the beginning. How do you measure success?

Your mind is alway working. At least if you are a woman, you’re mind is always thinking about something. If it is true that our minds attract to our lives, what we focus on. This is is important. Some people tell me that they don’t believe our minds can bring into our lives what we think about. I want to tell you, it is very true.

We bring into our lives really how we feel. Your feeling are nothing more than what you believe. We attract people that match our programming. If you want to be negative, nothing is more irritating than being around a positive person and visa versa.

How do you instill the feeling of success deep inside of you? First, it has nothing to do with your job or what you own. This isn’t the kind of success that I’m talking about. Things are only a illusion of success and you will never be satisfied. You need to create the feelings and thoughts first. So you can attract success and bring it into your life. So how do you program your mind to attract success?

First, you need to ask yourself. What is my definition of success? I’ve heard some people say, when I make a certain amount of money or when I buy a particular item. When my kids are all grown up and successful. We have heard numerous definitions of people’s concept of what success should feel like.

Most people’s meaning of success is like the horizon. I wrote about in my last article. Can you ever really touch the horizon? So they go through life never feeling succesful yet, they could be a multi millionaire. If you aren’t feeling successful everyday, then it means you do not understand how to program your mind to accept success.

If this is you, I suggest you change it now. I read one man’s definition of success and it was perfect. You need to have your definition of success so you can easily feel it everyday. This was his, “I feel success today because I’m above ground.” So every morning, he wakes up and he feels successful.

He inspired me to change mine to something that meant a lot to me. It is: I feel success when I learn something new. It is anything that I didn’t know a few moments ago. I can’t tell you how it changed my life. Try it! You might like it. It feel great to have that feeling of success always with you.